Don't wait
Writer's block. Is it really a
thing? I don't know. I only know writing is hard. We're artists. Creative. Yet
we need to take criticism. Online reviews. Edits. Somewhere along the way, the
romantic side of writing gets lost. It can feel like climbing a mountain
without equipment. In a snow storm. With two kids on your back. (So I'm a
little dramatic.) But some days I don't feel like I can do it again.
This was a hard year for me. I wrote
Just Show Up with Kara Tippetts, then
Kara flew away to Heaven, and I went on to do the interviews about the book
while missing Kara immensely.
After everything calmed down, I knew
it was time to write again. But I already felt way behind. People kept telling
me to have grace for myself. And I tried. I'm still trying. Writing would not
come easily to me when I did pick up my laptop. I fought for the words, the
plot, their personalities. And then I re-wrote and re-wrote. Still, it didn't
get easier. I wondered, shouldn't this be easier? Why is this so hard? And then
I realized it's never been easy. I've always re-written. I've always struggled
through plots and personalities until I got it right. Or hopefully right. Just
like when you're a Christian and your relationship with God doesn't depend on
how you feel, writing is the same.
Writing is a choice. It won't ever
be easy. And if it is easy for you, we can't be friends. I'm joking. (Sort of.)Writing
takes lots of prayer, divine intervention, and so, so much patience.
Many days I want to quit.
Sometimes—lots of the time—it doesn't feel like it’s going well. Or anywhere
near inspired. But then I'll have a moment that reminds me why I do the hard
work. Why I write when it's not easy. Why I keep going when it feels
overwhelming.
So I don't wait for it to get easy.
I do pray (beg) for help, guidance and words. And I keep writing, hoping and
praying it will all come together.
Jill Lynn Buteyn is a co-author of Just Show Up with Kara Tippetts, and an author of inspirational Her Texas Family, is in stores April 19th. Jill lives near the beautiful Rocky Mountains with her husband and two children. She’s a fan of laughter, thrift stores, boots and chocolate. Connect with her on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/JillLynnAuthor, Twitter: https://twitter.com/JillLynnAuthor, Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jilllynnauthor/, Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/JillLynnAuthor/, and at Jill-Lynn.com.
romance (as Jill Lynn).
Ahhh, my favorite Casey! I could never get sick of you. I'm incredibly thankful for you! Thanks for hosting me today, alley cats. It was a pleasure to stop by. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for this, Jill. Wonderful post and just what I needed to hear. <3
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DeleteI just finished reading Her Texas Family. Great, as always.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the blog post. It's nice knowing little tidbits about the authors of the books I read.
I just finished reading Her Texas Family. Great, as always.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the blog post. It's nice knowing little tidbits about the authors of the books I read.
Hi Kathy, thanks so much for reading HTF! So fun that you stopped by. :)
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